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23 November 2007

Bliss is Here... Or So I Thought...

No, he won't be coming home November 24. Sucks BIG time!

Being a wife of a seafarer, only has one, just one, advantage. Hell, I'm not even sure if it still is. The sole advantage would be that your salary, rather my allotment, is in dollars.
But then, with the currency rate at Php 42 = $1, it's not that much anymore. It may sound selfish but I can't wait for it to go back to Php 50! Besides, I don't know how GMA does it, where does she get pang abono.. I don't believe that Philippine Peso is doing really good.

I am ranting because I thought he will be coming home tomorrow at 345 PM. I got a text from him that their flight was moved for Nov 25 at 11pm.

I know, I know, it's just a day right? But it's different when you're the wife. A single day matters a LOT! Believe me! And besides, this has been postpones for like, what? 4 f*cking times??

I feel like our emotiongs are being played. Nakakainis!
I feel like a damned seismograph or polygraph or whatever graph machine you call that, you know the type that the lines go up and down?
That's exactly what I have been feeling for weeks now..

Imagine hearing the good news. Preparing yourself, the room, telling Monica time and time again that his Daddy will be coming home on this day...

Next day, sometimes, hours after, you'll hear the bad news.

As much as I don't wanna expect, I can't help it. Of course, being excited is an understatement of what I really feel to hear a news that he will be coming home..

So here we are again.. Next scheduled flight November 25, KE623 at 2305.

Oh God, please. I hope this time it's sure....


Phoebe said...

I know what it is like to wait... :p Am soooo excited for Monica! What Will she do kaya? Will she cry? Will she giggle? Will she resist or not going to her dad? :) Kwentoooo :D

LiLLy said...

Hay, Im not sure how Monica will react. I hope she'll see her look alike, her xerox copy and not be scared of this "new" person..
If she cries, pwersahin ko siya! hahaha. Kidding!

dharmadreams said...

aww lil...

im sure it will be such an EMOTIONAL time for all 3 of you! i bet you will all cry... for your hubby to see monica for the 1st time! diba?!!!!!

aaaaaaaaah.... it's like a book or a movie..i can almost imagine it in my head~!

LiLLy said...

Monica, yes, i know i will definitely cry. Classic airport moment. Parang love actually! Hahaha..

I hope everything goes well for little Monica and her daddy. I've been prepping her since she was born! Showing her pictures and all..

BY NATURE said...

i'm so excited for you, lil! i hope that while i'm typing this, you and monica are finally united with your hubby. all will be well, dear, all will be well... :)

Vannie said...

oh goodness, now that i'm reading your posts, i can totally relate. in the airport, i lose my poise whenever he leaves for work. and we are sooo walang pakialam when he comes back home naman, smooching galore and all. hahaha.

it's really nice to know (and read) there are some people who share my experiences. :D keep on blogging ha. :D