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21 November 2007

The Real Thing

In 2 days' time, my husband will be back after 9 looong months! Yipee!

After numerous cancelled flights due to the bad weather in Bulgaria and Turkey, finally, he will come home. Thank GOD!

For the past few weeks, I've been thinking of things we could do, places we should go to, restos we should dine, topics we must talk about. A lot, really.
And now, finally, we will see each other. And he will finally be able to see Monica in the flesh--not in webcam, not in pictures BUT face to face!

I wonder if there will ever be "lukso ng dugo" in Monica's reaction? Or maybe she's too young. I'm actually worried because she is now in the stage of "nangingilala" I know Norvz would understand it/her but I also know how much it would hurt him. :(

Things are very different when Norvz is around. I am smiling all day, no mad moments, like nothing can get into my nerves as long as he's around. I'd like to think I'm prettier (hehe) when he's around, probably because I am always smiling and he would always make me laugh, and that I am glowing from the inside, like everything's perfectly fine. I can't wait to feel that again.

What I don't like is when people, whether famnily or friends, would comment or joke about my/our sex life. I don't find it offensive personally but I just never liked jokes like that. It does NOT amuse me at all. It's dyahe that people would think that our first night together would involve sex. IT'S NOT THAT WAY!

Thing is, what I think of the most is that finally he'll be safe here at home. That he can finally rest after working 20 hours a day, 7 days a week. Finally, he'll be able to take care of himself, his skin, his health. No chemical hazards, no physical hazards, no risks of the ship sinking, none of that. Second I think of is that we'll finally be able to talk about things that happened for the past 9 months in our lives.

Lovemaking is just a bonus for us. Since that's part of being married. It's not what we're really after for ever since the day we said "I DO". Maybe it's weird, but no. We just want to spend our lives together.

Don't get me wrong, we actually have a very satisfying, enjoyable, wonderful, passionate sex life everytime we're together. It's just that we know there's more to getting married than that.

And for that, I AM HAPPY. WE ARE HAPPY.
I feel blessed to have a husband like him.
I can't imagine myself with someone else.
I love him for what he is and not.

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