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27 August 2009

This Is It..

I can't describe how I exactly feel right now.

My heart feel so heavy and I'm too stressed that my tummy is aching. More like churning. That's how I am when stressed or sad.

I woke up to a call informing us about HIS flight details.

September 1, 2009 at 1am.

F**k!
I'll sleep without him and I'll wake up not seeing him anymore.
The mere thought of it makes me want to cry.

Bakit ba nauso pa ang trabahong seaman?

I know I can take care of the kids. I can take care of myself.
It's just that, it's gonna be sooooooo hard to spend each day without him.

I'm back to being uninspired. Being careless of how I look. Being quiet.
You see, he's really the ONLY ONE I can talk to about anything and everything.
It's so easy to have a conversation with him.
We get too many ideas from each other, i love it!

But all of that, it will be gone...

I'm really just feeling down right now...

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