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19 February 2011

Just one of those days...

It's a Friday and I am feeling awful.
1:47 AM and I totally have nothing to do but force myself to just go online and check whatever there is to check.

I miss being with Norvz on weekends and this is just the second weekend he's away.

SECOND!!! But it felt so long already.

Truth is, I miss having him around, period.

I miss seeing him.  Oh, the mere sight of him.

I miss the thought of him just hanging around.  The sense of security I feel that he's just there for me to run to in case something goes wrong.

And really, he is the only one I can talk to about anything.  We may sometimes fight but who doesn't?

There are times when I feel hesitant in telling him some things but our friendship wages over.

Yikes, these things I'm saying, they may sound too much for an average person but really, this is just an attempt to put into words how I really feel about him and his absence.

While some wives adjust easily, not for me.  I find it hard even if we've been doing this since 2005.

It's still unbearable for both of us.
Christmas Eve 2010

It's really just a bit harder for me to get through this now because I can't bear the thought of him away for a year.  Yes, I know, by the mercy of Jesus, we will still be alive by then.  But ONE WHOLE YEAR is a lot different with 8 months!

Forget about spending Christmas and New Year together, those are just mere two days of our lives. One year, wow! That's a really long time!  I can't imagine how the kids will be once he comes home.

It's only been 12 days since he left.

There's still 353 days that we have to painfully go through...

I love you to bits, darling.

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